Cloth is an infrequent visitor to this blog.
I think I showed the center of this one awhile ago. It got bordered in the last day or so. The yellow is the pillow I set it on for it's photo. I didn't press it flat with a hot iron yet. The green and orange splotches are paint. Which will most likely try and adhere itself to the iron. There is a loose black thread which is auditioning to be included in the swirl. This very center of the swirl has chosen to resemble an eye. Looking out at me (and you). I tend to think of the eye showing up where it was never intended- as a visit from the great beyond. Perhaps Riley.
I had the Terrible Awakening again this morning. It has been more frequent of late. I am sleeping and then realize I have forgotten something important and...not panic at first but grinding along and getting pretty close to full blown panic. What have I forgotten?? It takes quite awhile for it to surface. Sort itself out. Make itself known. And then it's there. What was there just behind some memory wall. Exhausting.
Stress. I know that is behind it. Stress. I am very much stressed over here. Close to tears right now remembering the terror of it. What did I forget?
My husband is lucky- he isn't even aware he has forgotten anything. I remember for him.
Who remembers for me?
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