I have nothing to say. It's 10.30 and I have woken late, stared at the computer screen, seen nothing interesting, eaten my oatmeal etc. Now, upstairs to exercise and then walk the dog. I hope that some spark of interest will happen between now and the end of the dog walk. Possibly, in the shower.
I can't go on this way. Drifting through days without a focus or working on goals, even a cleaning goal would be effective now. I was "engaged" yesterday in social activity but today I feel I have nothing of interest ahead of me for the day. I am lost, far off the usual path. Finding no ribbons tied to trees telling me where to turn. Not depressed. Without purpose.
3 comments:
Make art!
Then get a purpose!
making these little quilts that I'm working on now is just a way of not feeling exactly like you're describing. I have no serious purpose right now. Even the job I had is gone for the time being and I am drifting. I could spend every day cleaning or sorting but I refuse to do that with my time. Not telling you what'sbest for you but just pick up something and make art or sketch. This drifting thing leads to depression for me and I suspect it will for you too.
Go on do something NOW!! Chop CHOP!!
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