Well, if you read yesterday's comment on my post-- daughter described my "past use by date" soup vegetables. The actual problem here is a TRUE LACK of INTEREST IN FOOD.
Oddly enough I filled the picture file with FOOD Images. Cake. Fruit.
Now, for most of my LIFE I have had a GREAT INTEREST in food....Eating is a way I had of solving problems. Making myself feel better... Comforting myself.... Perhaps what is happening NOW is I have no problems.....or none that cause me to want to EAT......which is all very very NEW to me.
I would need therapy to figure that one out....but really- husband was a problem. And not just in the last year...in ALL the years I spent with him......I think I am having difficulty letting go of something that isn't really a problem any more.... but that damage is done and will be with me.... as long as I allow it.
So...my new plan is not to allow him to mess with my Life anymore. Easier said than done.
It's snowing....Son says it's snowing a DAY EARLY. Not in his Day Planner for today.
I got the garbage collected and it's out on the curb.....I have one more prepared meatloaf dinner for today's main meal....and I plan on having oatmeal for breakfast in a few minutes... Then if there are dishes, I will wash them....I did my laundry yesterday.... And I might make a new cloth strip square today. Yellow.
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