Field Notes- Monday September 25th...Neck Muscles already tight.

 Brownies.  Not good for me but...Right now having a Pumpkin Muffin Patty gave me yesterday. She is dropping off some sort of Vegetarian Bean Soup....on her way somewhere.  She is always on her way somewhere.  She is the MAJOR- JUST CALL person.

I am being TOLD to  JUST CALL Triple A to have my car jumped ( no idea where to find the number).  JUST CALL doctors.

JUST CALL for sure my least favorite words this week and it's only Monday.

I have already called His Primary Care Doctor and His Heart Doctor.  We need authorization for Palliative Care going forward.  I need to look it up and see what it is.....not a clue. And an in person visit is required.

I discovered I can't fix his rolling desk chair- I am sitting in mine so I think the FIX will be just rolling mine where he sits and rolling his into the garage with end game being the dump???

Daughter called before heading to work- to pick up the two pills we should have given him the day he got home....but better late than never.....he wants a shave...... told daughter and told me.  Will tell anyone he sees today... "I want a shave".

I had bills to pay this morning.....I had books to renew at Library if I EVER AGAIN have time to read a book.  Really, No time to read a book.....I have no idea where the hours GO.  But they are GONE.

I wish I knew why the tension of these days localizes in the large tendon on the right side of my neck. It really really HURTS.

Across the street neighbor is the JUST DO neighbor....she walks  (or drives from across the street) and delivers  a nice protective bed liner and then orders two more from Amazon- Today she is going out to get  husband a clip board for his word search books at Staples......Just Doing.

So...I need to hydrate.....drink a big glass of water.  I trimmed and re-arranged My Birthday Flowers in fresh water....I never got to eat ANY of my Birthday Cake.   

I have taken the garbage and recycling out to the street so many times now- and it's never the right day. NEVER.......I might get it right this tomorrow??? Or miss it entirely......

I just switched husband's roll office chair with mine.....I am now sitting much closer to my keyboard and noticing how filthy the keys are.......can't unsee that......