This image has been wanting to be here....the tiny shed out back-- my black lab to the far right.
I hardly see it these days for the trees...I hardly see anything anymore...but I don't feel depressed...I just feel tired. Very very tired.
After the Wildlife guy was done I walked out to look and saw a singular squirrel sitting on the roof. Looking very sad. Must have been out on an errand and missed the family being hauled away. I imagined what that must have felt like....for the squirrel.
I miss the person I was when I painted the shed and planted this wonderful garden out front. You can see the wheelbarrow etc behind the shed. And, bringing tears to my eyes, Riley and the bed in front, nicely WEEDED. Nothing is weeded now....it's all gone back to wild and weedy.
Today is Library and Grocery Store....I am looking forward to both as last week I didn't go to either...I stayed home....tired. I haven't ordered any books. But I am sure one or two will be on the hold shelf. I'll look at the new book shelf. See what's there.
I watched a World Cup game yesterday. I watched CSI. I read my book. I cut images (for the desk calendar) from a few old magazines.......I did all these things- my usual, and yet it felt like "not enough".
It looks cloudy and damp outside.....I'm going to have my oatmeal and coffee.....read the news...which is totally depressing...put on my socks. Stand up straight, shoulders back, and get on with things.....not ready to give up yet. I saw an image of the totally "monster cage fighting" thing in front of the White House.
I have no words for what that image says about our President.