Sunday, September 04, 2016
Back To Detox--- my eyes are almost swollen shut
I don't know any more about what causes this than I did 2 months ago. I feel like the whole thing was a total waste of time, energy and the money spent buying all these special foods.
I look like someone used my face as a punching bag. Disfigured. Ugly.
And of course the weight I have lost in the past week or two has piled back on. As I said before, the same five pounds gained and lost--over and over and over. This post will be short-- in no time at all I won't be able to see to type. Then, cold compresses and the couch.
Last year, this continued until a day -a morning- in October when I woke, looked in the mirror and it was gone. I check for allergen counts, pollen counts, mold spore reports. Trying to find SOMETHING to explain this. But there is nothing.
I am feeling defeated, depressed and on the verge of tears--which will burn as they run over my swollen face.
I have made the pineapple, strawberry, kale, mint detox smoothie and will be drinking that today. And hoping it helps even a little bit. A few days ago, I felt wonderful.