Saturday, October 12, 2013
Friday, October 11, 2013
Good Friday Morning
I had a 3 hour instruction session at the retail job (R) yesterday but backed up to my "sick" day the day before adds up to two days off--I calculate. I feel rested.
The Prednisone is making me sleepy and fog-brained. Slow to digest the information yesterday.
But the rash is not red this morning. It's dry and a bit scabby. Doesn't burn. And I dropped 4.5 pounds overnight. Retained water. It went as quickly as it appeared. Not from my diet--as I am eating whatever I want (and lots of it as the meds make one hungry), but watching the salt.
G has been trying out his new diet (from his doctor) and purchased his second half loaf of whole grain bread. This, second one, has all sorts of seeds and nuts in it. I had the butt end with peanut butter yesterday and I liked it very much. Very satisfying and filling.
This morning, coffee and organic rolled oats from the bulk bin (so MUCH tastier than my usual Quaker Oats) And not as pasty. I am planning to buy some at the health food store to see if they are better.
I am working (R) today into the evening. I need to pack two snacks and a dinner as I MUST take two breaks and a lunch half hour. We are more "informal" at my other job.
So--feeling better, a bit groggy from the meds, but not red and swollen. Nearly normal.
The Prednisone is making me sleepy and fog-brained. Slow to digest the information yesterday.
But the rash is not red this morning. It's dry and a bit scabby. Doesn't burn. And I dropped 4.5 pounds overnight. Retained water. It went as quickly as it appeared. Not from my diet--as I am eating whatever I want (and lots of it as the meds make one hungry), but watching the salt.
G has been trying out his new diet (from his doctor) and purchased his second half loaf of whole grain bread. This, second one, has all sorts of seeds and nuts in it. I had the butt end with peanut butter yesterday and I liked it very much. Very satisfying and filling.
This morning, coffee and organic rolled oats from the bulk bin (so MUCH tastier than my usual Quaker Oats) And not as pasty. I am planning to buy some at the health food store to see if they are better.
I am working (R) today into the evening. I need to pack two snacks and a dinner as I MUST take two breaks and a lunch half hour. We are more "informal" at my other job.
So--feeling better, a bit groggy from the meds, but not red and swollen. Nearly normal.
Thursday, October 10, 2013
My Other Job
Is in retail. Seasonal. Because the holidays are when they need extra people to handle the crowds. And there are already crowds here in Maine as the leaf peepers are traveling the East by bus and by sea. I punch in and I have a customer in front of me until I punch out for breaks. It never ends.
In answer to the many reader inquiries; I, too, think the rash and irritation is caused by chemicals on the clothing and other items that I am touching with each customer. A great deal of the merchandise is imported (much to the dismay of workers here in Maine who have had the fiber mills shut down due to lack of work here in America) and who knows what is being used in foreign factories.
The rash did in fact begin to develop when I worked four days with a day at the greenhouse between. Two long days retail, greenhouse (a brief spot of happiness), two more long days retail. Followed by noticeable redness on both eyes on Tuesday. Followed the next morning by swelling. Those four days were days #2, #3, #4 and #5. Yes, I have only worked 5 days. And had a rash for 4 of them.
The rash began in the corner of my left eye on Wednesday of last week--I rubbed it with my fingers while I worked.
I never rubbed my right eye but it is much, much worse. Raw and bruised looking. Like it was scratched and scraped raw.
I have always been sensitive to chemicals and fragrances. All the products I use are scent free and as plain and soothing as possible. Even these simple creams and soaps make my rash burn. It takes quite awhile for the burning to stop after I apply something to the super dry skin around my eyes.
As to why I am doing this seasonal job ---at this point I think it was sheer stupidity -- all this for a good discount?? I am wondering if there is any "good way" to get out of this but this employer is very difficult when it comes to "letting go".
Sometimes the things you think you might "like" to do, are just not right. And, sometimes your body tries to let you know it's unhappy with the choices your brain makes.
In answer to the many reader inquiries; I, too, think the rash and irritation is caused by chemicals on the clothing and other items that I am touching with each customer. A great deal of the merchandise is imported (much to the dismay of workers here in Maine who have had the fiber mills shut down due to lack of work here in America) and who knows what is being used in foreign factories.
The rash did in fact begin to develop when I worked four days with a day at the greenhouse between. Two long days retail, greenhouse (a brief spot of happiness), two more long days retail. Followed by noticeable redness on both eyes on Tuesday. Followed the next morning by swelling. Those four days were days #2, #3, #4 and #5. Yes, I have only worked 5 days. And had a rash for 4 of them.
The rash began in the corner of my left eye on Wednesday of last week--I rubbed it with my fingers while I worked.
I never rubbed my right eye but it is much, much worse. Raw and bruised looking. Like it was scratched and scraped raw.
I have always been sensitive to chemicals and fragrances. All the products I use are scent free and as plain and soothing as possible. Even these simple creams and soaps make my rash burn. It takes quite awhile for the burning to stop after I apply something to the super dry skin around my eyes.
As to why I am doing this seasonal job ---at this point I think it was sheer stupidity -- all this for a good discount?? I am wondering if there is any "good way" to get out of this but this employer is very difficult when it comes to "letting go".
Sometimes the things you think you might "like" to do, are just not right. And, sometimes your body tries to let you know it's unhappy with the choices your brain makes.
Wednesday, October 09, 2013
Sick Day
My eye rash "exploded" overnight and I woke up to red swollen eye sockets. G gave me an ice pack to try and reduce the swelling and called the doctor.
I was supposed to start work at the greenhouse at noon and the doctor's appointment was for 1:30 so I had to call out sick or go in and scare people with my swollen face.
Turns out--doctor doesn't know what is wrong with my face. But they are now concerned with my blood pressure. Which was high (150/90). I had eaten three cucumbers from the garden haul that G brought in yesterday. Liberally sprinkled with coarse salt (the way I like my vegetables). Just before the doctor's visit. And last night the "food fairy" served up cheese covered nachos and salsa.
I'm not saying this is why my BP was so high but it could have contributed.
Now I am on Prednisone to see if that makes the rash go away. It is making me more irritable than usual. G is not impressed. The doctor suggested wet tea bags on my eyes. My heart is racing from the Prednisone @ 7pm. The skin around my eyes is dry and irritated (tea bags) but not swollen. I would still scare small children.
On a sweeter note: my Riley has not left my side. He stayed with me this morning until I got up, through breakfast and cold compresses and after I returned from the doctor and had tea bags on my face. He watches me with those caring eyes never more than a hand away (so I can reassure him with a pat). It felt nice to be watched over.
I was supposed to start work at the greenhouse at noon and the doctor's appointment was for 1:30 so I had to call out sick or go in and scare people with my swollen face.
Turns out--doctor doesn't know what is wrong with my face. But they are now concerned with my blood pressure. Which was high (150/90). I had eaten three cucumbers from the garden haul that G brought in yesterday. Liberally sprinkled with coarse salt (the way I like my vegetables). Just before the doctor's visit. And last night the "food fairy" served up cheese covered nachos and salsa.
I'm not saying this is why my BP was so high but it could have contributed.
Now I am on Prednisone to see if that makes the rash go away. It is making me more irritable than usual. G is not impressed. The doctor suggested wet tea bags on my eyes. My heart is racing from the Prednisone @ 7pm. The skin around my eyes is dry and irritated (tea bags) but not swollen. I would still scare small children.
On a sweeter note: my Riley has not left my side. He stayed with me this morning until I got up, through breakfast and cold compresses and after I returned from the doctor and had tea bags on my face. He watches me with those caring eyes never more than a hand away (so I can reassure him with a pat). It felt nice to be watched over.
Tuesday, October 08, 2013
Where Have I Been?
It seems like a hundred days since I last had the "energy" to post. I have been working every day--my first day off will be this coming Saturday---still a long way from today. My second (seasonal) job is taking a lot out of me. On Sunday, very busy, I was actually able to get into trouble and get out of it without asking for help. It felt great. The next day___well, you know how that goes. Terrible.
Today I was happy to be at the greenhouse. But I kept trying to touch the register screen to make things happen. Nothing happened. Wrong job.
I also have developed a skin irritation around my eyes that is very dry and can even start to burn. I am trying very hard not to touch my face with my hands. It could be anything from the soap at the seasonal job, to the chemicals on the clothing I am handling with customer orders. I have dry skin anyway and try to use the plainest products (fragrance free) on my face. I try and wash my hands before and after my breaks. My hands aren't dry. Just the skin around my eyes (eyebrows and corners) which I must be touching while I wait on customers.
On the way to work today, I even did an "errand". I haven't even had time to shop for groceries. So, this morning I made time to stop and buy deodorant and some new undies. I couldn't do without a day longer. LOL.
I noticed that G has picked more stuff in the garden. I am thinking I should make tomato jam with the weird tomatoes I have ripening on the porch. Sort of a spicy ketchup, but a jam. And today I was reading about jalapeƱo apple jam. Served on a block of cream cheese with crackers. But I don't have time to make jam.
Now, I am going to take a shower and apply medicine to my dry eyes. Perhaps the "dinner fairy" will provide a meal????
Today I was happy to be at the greenhouse. But I kept trying to touch the register screen to make things happen. Nothing happened. Wrong job.
I also have developed a skin irritation around my eyes that is very dry and can even start to burn. I am trying very hard not to touch my face with my hands. It could be anything from the soap at the seasonal job, to the chemicals on the clothing I am handling with customer orders. I have dry skin anyway and try to use the plainest products (fragrance free) on my face. I try and wash my hands before and after my breaks. My hands aren't dry. Just the skin around my eyes (eyebrows and corners) which I must be touching while I wait on customers.
On the way to work today, I even did an "errand". I haven't even had time to shop for groceries. So, this morning I made time to stop and buy deodorant and some new undies. I couldn't do without a day longer. LOL.
I noticed that G has picked more stuff in the garden. I am thinking I should make tomato jam with the weird tomatoes I have ripening on the porch. Sort of a spicy ketchup, but a jam. And today I was reading about jalapeƱo apple jam. Served on a block of cream cheese with crackers. But I don't have time to make jam.
Now, I am going to take a shower and apply medicine to my dry eyes. Perhaps the "dinner fairy" will provide a meal????
Thursday, October 03, 2013
The Window Reveal
Here is the view of the room this morning before I had breakfast and went to work. You can see the long table, the large plant hanging off the kitchen divider (which someday will be gone), Riley's bone collection under the table. Riley was going in/out through the opening for the doors all day yesterday--and NOW he thinks this is THE way in/out. Even though there is nothing out there to land on. You can also see where the skylight was removed.
G is working on cutting the drywall, adding strapping and eventually putting up bead board on that long wall. It's his "project". I think I want to wrap the bead board around onto the window wall but J (carpenter) thinks it should be used only as an accent in the room. What do you think?
Here is the view from the kitchen sink. A whole wall of windows. This changes the room so much. And it brings the garden inside the house (it seems). And you know how much I love my gardens.
I worked 7 hours at my second job today and I work there Friday, Sunday and Monday. I should be fully trained and completely lifeless by Tuesday.
Wednesday, October 02, 2013
The New Windows Are In
This is the window that was formerly the bay window. When it was removed the guys found tons of mouse poop above the window and a mouse nest with babies below the window. I chose NOT to keep the mice.
The is the view from the kitchen door. The plywood is where the French doors will be (already are) and the other four windows are all floor to ceiling (or as close as we could get with oil baseboard heat. Those ugly things under the windows are not baseboards. They are ugly metal heaters.
This is the corner up close. You can see outside. And there was LIGHT in the dining room for the first time in weeks.
Tomorrow I will take a picture of what I saw when I got home from an eight hour day in the greenhouse. I can see why we don't regularly work 8 hour shifts. I feel like I got beaten up. Anyway. I got home to find the French Doors installed and my dining room looking like I dreamt it would. The carpenter hadn't "gotten" it until the doors went in and then he said to G "I had no idea it was going to look like this. This is "money". Meaning it's really good.
There were tears in my eyes and I sort of choked up. It's really that beautiful. Tomorrow. Promise. And it's not even trimmed out or painted. I'm having him build me a REAL fireplace mantle in the living room next. All trimmed out anyway he wants. My gift to him.
I am now 100% hooked on renovation. I just have to find some more money.
Tuesday, October 01, 2013
Windows Are In
Pictures tomorrow. By the time I thought about taking a picture for you, it was too dark. I will remember in the morning. Not sure if the French Doors (in the garage) will be installed or not. They have to do some work below the door as the entire door has a latch that locks into the foundation so wind and rain can never blow inside the house (when the doors are locked).
I was told that these doors are on ocean front houses and when the winds are screaming, the home owners lock them down and it's completely silent. No sound from outside as they are that tight.
Riley is exhausted. He had three carpenters to follow around. He had openings in the house where windows will be, to jump in and out of. He had carpenters with snacks and coffee to supervise. And then they found a nest of baby mice (in the bay window) and put them in a bucket and let Riley see them. Well, you can imagine what happened next.
The bay window is gone. The mouse poop in the ceiling of the bay window is gone. The mice are gone. And I am quite tickled with the new window that replaced the bay. And J didn't find hang rafter damage so he can close up the roof shingles pretty quickly.
I was told that these doors are on ocean front houses and when the winds are screaming, the home owners lock them down and it's completely silent. No sound from outside as they are that tight.
Riley is exhausted. He had three carpenters to follow around. He had openings in the house where windows will be, to jump in and out of. He had carpenters with snacks and coffee to supervise. And then they found a nest of baby mice (in the bay window) and put them in a bucket and let Riley see them. Well, you can imagine what happened next.
The bay window is gone. The mouse poop in the ceiling of the bay window is gone. The mice are gone. And I am quite tickled with the new window that replaced the bay. And J didn't find hang rafter damage so he can close up the roof shingles pretty quickly.
Monday, September 30, 2013
Feeling Foggy
This is the closest we come to what I want my kitchen to be--someday (the island will be twice as deep- the designer calls it outrageously deep). I need to send this image to my kitchen designer. We are busy circling each other. Sending emails and not really speaking the same language. At the moment we are talking about kick plates versus open legs on the bottom of all the cabinets and drawer units. What it would cost.
Even the bead board ceiling in this picture is like my own ceiling. Those tall cabinets are like my present dish cupboard. Looks better in white. Do I want that? I just don't know.
My carpenter is at the Freiburg Fair today-Woodman's Day. Tomorrow he arrives to begin installing all the new windows. They are in the garage right now. Waiting. The French doors are somewhere, but not here, yet. Perhaps they will be delivered tomorrow. So, when I get home from work tomorrow at 6:30, I should get to see a window. Maybe, even two. It's getting darker in that room each day. Summer is past. Winter is moving ahead faster than usual.
In the past/future 22 days beginning on 9/15 I will have/have had, THREE days off. Yes. I am certainly CRAZY. I am already exhausted. This is what happens when you have a full time job and take on a seasonal job as well. CRAZY!!! From now until October 6th there are NO DAYS OFF. I will be going straight through. And then get my next week's schedule. I think it slows down after Columbus Day until we get close to Thanksgiving. And a second group is being trained next week. At least I hope we get fewer hours in the next week or two. I could use a break.
I only worked until 2 pm today (seems like a holiday) and have a good sized pot roast in the oven. Finally a good meal. I even sat outside with Riley and read a few pages of my book. G was out planting bulbs for one of his customers. I have potatoes to peel and cabbage to shred for cole slaw. I found my green training folder (which I thought I had lost) so I won't be getting a black mark on my permanent record after all. It's all good.
Saturday, September 28, 2013
Never Was So Happy To Be Back In The Greenhouse
It felt so comfortable. I knew how to do everything.
I brought some of my green peppers to share and another employee gave me a big bag of the tiniest peaches. I ate two handfuls instead of my lunch.
The 10x10 was last night. My daughter sold one of her pieces (she was over the moon happy) and I did not sell anything. I went to the event after work (daughter was there) and we had a nice chat and had good hors d'oeuvres (had to look that up) which had been donated by various restaurants and bakeries and I had a nice plastic cup of merlot.
We were seated quite close to where my two pieces were hanging. Almost every viewer spent time looking very closely at both. Intent. Drawn to them. (they were more colorful that almost anything else) But I think the abstract-ness and the bold colors put them off. What was it? What would it "go with" at home? So no one was brave enough to buy either of them.
I think I was just lucky the first time. And I should have trusted my research. Abstract just doesn't sell. Especially in fabric. so many wonderful fabric artist have full closets of work that doesn't sell. Most is way too expensive but the more abstract it is, well, the less likely it will sell. Oddly enough, the more abstract a painting is--the better it sells. I think it's the fabric. What do you think? Next year I will do watercolor or acrylic.
I realized, while looking for my green new employment training folder, that I had never brought it home with me on Wednesday. I remember setting it down when I clocked out. I never picked it up. I will probably get a black mark on my permanent record.
I brought some of my green peppers to share and another employee gave me a big bag of the tiniest peaches. I ate two handfuls instead of my lunch.
The 10x10 was last night. My daughter sold one of her pieces (she was over the moon happy) and I did not sell anything. I went to the event after work (daughter was there) and we had a nice chat and had good hors d'oeuvres (had to look that up) which had been donated by various restaurants and bakeries and I had a nice plastic cup of merlot.
We were seated quite close to where my two pieces were hanging. Almost every viewer spent time looking very closely at both. Intent. Drawn to them. (they were more colorful that almost anything else) But I think the abstract-ness and the bold colors put them off. What was it? What would it "go with" at home? So no one was brave enough to buy either of them.
I think I was just lucky the first time. And I should have trusted my research. Abstract just doesn't sell. Especially in fabric. so many wonderful fabric artist have full closets of work that doesn't sell. Most is way too expensive but the more abstract it is, well, the less likely it will sell. Oddly enough, the more abstract a painting is--the better it sells. I think it's the fabric. What do you think? Next year I will do watercolor or acrylic.
I realized, while looking for my green new employment training folder, that I had never brought it home with me on Wednesday. I remember setting it down when I clocked out. I never picked it up. I will probably get a black mark on my permanent record.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Leaf Peepers Visiting Maine-- Too Early For ME.
Yesterday was--at first--one of those days when absolutely nothing works. I spent considerable time trying not to cry. I was in a public place. Then it got worse and we went down to the sales floor (I am training for a new, seasonal, retail job) to go "live" on the cash registers.
But before that could happen, Fate sent me a messenger. A customer came up to me with a shoe and asked me where she could find out what it cost. She had gotten it off a display. She smiled. I smiled back. I said "I know just who to ask about your shoe" And we walked off. When I returned--I wasn't afraid anymore. I had been reminded that there were things I DID do very well. My supervisor had also told us--"there is no mistake you make, that we can't fix".
I did just fine. Bumbling at first, losing my"words" etc. And Saturday I won't have a mentor at my right hand to help for my first 8 hour shift. But I will have coworkers who also had their "first day" and will help me "fix the mistakes I make".
Tomorrow, the greenhouse and Sunday the greenhouse. A VERY BUSY WEEK. Perhaps, too busy.
But today is my day off. I have had a shower, cleaned out my bookcases, unsewed seams in three blouses that were meant to "slim" thru the waist. I like things looser, so I took the "darts" out. I have a white wash in the washer and then I have dog towels to wash. I already sprayed his beds with Febreze. Riley needs a bath. Next up, I have to visit the garden and see if I can save anything else. And I should take a ride to the grocery as we have not had many decent meals in the past few weeks. I would like a nice pot roast. And I can boil and mash the potatoes from my garden. I am also going to make an Italian Frittata using sausage, kale and onion to take to work for my lunch. I may also make my favorite tomato kale soup with white beans.
I need to get busy. The sun is shining but it's cold in here. Tomorrow is the 10x10 auction. I am hoping I can attend this year. After work tomorrow. I'll get there late but I think they will still have a glass of wine I can drink!!!
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
I Made It through Tuesday
Not without some pain and suffering. Learning new things can be difficult. Lots of stress to keep up with everyone else. I was on the verge of tears but pulled myself together. Tomorrow will be much worse. Or much better. I get to try the things I learned today on real, live people.
Whatever doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. Right????
On Sunday I bought a scale to replace the one that stopped working. Long ago. I should have bought a new one sooner. I have regained 30 pounds. Most of my clothing still "fits" but when I look at my body in the mirror--well, I am not looking so good. Lumpy. Bumpy.
Whatever I did right yesterday, diet-wise, worked and I was 3 pounds less this morning. Which is always such a puzzling thing when it happens.
G and I had our first Thanksgiving dinner tonight for supper. The baked sweet potatoes were still dry in texture even after almost 2 hours of baking. Little sugar in them. Was it the strange dry weather where they are grown? Or too much rain? We had the deli roast turkey breast, stuffing mix, steamed broccoli and gravy. Well, G did. I had broccoli, sweet potato and turkey with a little bit of gravy. It was very good. Today was another cold and blustery day. Too early for this.
NCIS tonight. Saying goodbye to Ziva. I don't want her to go.
We finished watching season 2 of Homeland. Finished watching the new four part Luther. Trying out Sleepy Hollow and Blacklist. If I say I like them they will be cancelled. So, I won't say anything. Good or Bad. Because if I hate them, they run for 5 to 6 years.
Whatever doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. Right????
On Sunday I bought a scale to replace the one that stopped working. Long ago. I should have bought a new one sooner. I have regained 30 pounds. Most of my clothing still "fits" but when I look at my body in the mirror--well, I am not looking so good. Lumpy. Bumpy.
Whatever I did right yesterday, diet-wise, worked and I was 3 pounds less this morning. Which is always such a puzzling thing when it happens.
G and I had our first Thanksgiving dinner tonight for supper. The baked sweet potatoes were still dry in texture even after almost 2 hours of baking. Little sugar in them. Was it the strange dry weather where they are grown? Or too much rain? We had the deli roast turkey breast, stuffing mix, steamed broccoli and gravy. Well, G did. I had broccoli, sweet potato and turkey with a little bit of gravy. It was very good. Today was another cold and blustery day. Too early for this.
NCIS tonight. Saying goodbye to Ziva. I don't want her to go.
We finished watching season 2 of Homeland. Finished watching the new four part Luther. Trying out Sleepy Hollow and Blacklist. If I say I like them they will be cancelled. So, I won't say anything. Good or Bad. Because if I hate them, they run for 5 to 6 years.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Sunday Garden Clean Up
This is my day off so I am using it to clear the kitchen counters and fridge of garden produce. To save it from the compost bucket. I washed and halved these tomatoes and added salt, pepper and olive oil. Roasted for a total of one hour at 400 degrees. I'll either make them into a sauce or freeze them in a freezer bag for later.
I also shredded all the zucchini (four) that I have right now--not imagining any more on the way. I have a low carb casserole that I made once last spring, which was very tasty. So I'll make it again. And this time follow the recipe. I didn't the first time.
G found the booklet for my phone.
I also lost my temper with him and yelled quite a bit. He uses my camera and my computer. (he has his own, wanting a "new" iPad which I am not interested in using-- and have never asked to use) He doesn't ask. But he also never puts anything back the way he found it. I am not computer savvy. I was trying to download the picture at the top and I kept getting HIS picture files and not mine. Even he couldn't get it to go away. I delete all pictures from my camera-there is nothing stored on it. And my camera kept shutting off. Anyway--I was very upset.
I like my things to be the way I want them. They are mine. I paid for them.
I think, psychologically, that I work and earn my own money (now) because I want the things I buy (and use) to be "mine". Not things he bought. For me.
I am sure there are deep issues here which I could look into with a therapist. If I wanted to. I don't. But the anger management should be looked into and controlled better. Lots of the time it's just frustration. I couldn't fix what had happened to the computer and that is terribly frustrating. A loss of control over the very small amount of things I actually do have control of. Or think I have control over.
Tomorrow I embark on a journey that is very scary for me. Involving driving the car farther than I am comfortable driving, looking for parking in a very crowded area where I think cars get towed away, and spending the day with strangers. A trifecta of things I don't enjoy. There is the great possibility of tomorrow being a very good day or a very bad day. I just have to move forward. I want it to be good.
If G was at all perceptive, and he is not with me, he would have known (after 45 years) this wasn't going to be a good day. Which is why I am trying to occupy myself with shredding zucchini, baking tomatoes, folding laundry, washing clothes, mending the knee of his gardening pants etc. These are things I can control.
Some Days Are Worse Than Others
Today I was teaching a class on Houseplants at work. I had organized my thoughts and done research. Made copies of my research. I brought a cute (homemade) blackboard to the greenhouse and hung it up and drew cute little house plants on it. I straightened the chairs, put the packet of info on each chair, gathered soils, fertilizers etc. I selected pots and houseplants for a display. There was coffee and a nice tray of cookies.
One person showed up.
She and I had a lovely one hour chat about houseplants.
My boss said the class was embarrassing. Sigh. The classes at the other two locations were full.
I guess it upset me more than I realized. I ate a good number of the cookies. Plus my bowl of vegetable soup at lunch time. Then a few more cookies.
G came to the store with my new phone. A little flip phone that he used before he got the iPhone. He bought himself a yellow 5C which will arrive by mail in a week.
I have a phone number and no instruction book.
G called (on my new phone which I had in my pocket--- and I spent considerable time wondering what that noise was and where was it coming from?) to tell me he was locked out of the house because we had had a power failure and he had locked the storm door and couldn't go in via the front door. He called me on my new phone.
When I tried to arm the alarms at work--I got 3 default codes and we had to go check all the doors etc.
By the time I got home from work, G had remembered that one of the garage doors had a cheap opener and he managed to get the door open and go inside. I got there 5 minutes after he opened the door. Still no power so we went out for Chinese.
The power went on and off twice while we were in the Chinese restaurant. Maybe three times. By then I just didn't care what else went wrong as long as there was food.
When the bill came G handed the waitress his credit card and before she could get to the credit card machine the power went out and she asked us for cash. G had cash and then the power went back on and they ran to each other--her with his cash and he with his credit card. Everyone laughed. And cheered the return of power.
The lights were on when we got home.
I took a shower, started the washer with a load of whites and fell onto the couch. But before that, I hooked my new (old) phone to its little charger.
One person showed up.
She and I had a lovely one hour chat about houseplants.
My boss said the class was embarrassing. Sigh. The classes at the other two locations were full.
I guess it upset me more than I realized. I ate a good number of the cookies. Plus my bowl of vegetable soup at lunch time. Then a few more cookies.
G came to the store with my new phone. A little flip phone that he used before he got the iPhone. He bought himself a yellow 5C which will arrive by mail in a week.
I have a phone number and no instruction book.
G called (on my new phone which I had in my pocket--- and I spent considerable time wondering what that noise was and where was it coming from?) to tell me he was locked out of the house because we had had a power failure and he had locked the storm door and couldn't go in via the front door. He called me on my new phone.
When I tried to arm the alarms at work--I got 3 default codes and we had to go check all the doors etc.
By the time I got home from work, G had remembered that one of the garage doors had a cheap opener and he managed to get the door open and go inside. I got there 5 minutes after he opened the door. Still no power so we went out for Chinese.
The power went on and off twice while we were in the Chinese restaurant. Maybe three times. By then I just didn't care what else went wrong as long as there was food.
When the bill came G handed the waitress his credit card and before she could get to the credit card machine the power went out and she asked us for cash. G had cash and then the power went back on and they ran to each other--her with his cash and he with his credit card. Everyone laughed. And cheered the return of power.
The lights were on when we got home.
I took a shower, started the washer with a load of whites and fell onto the couch. But before that, I hooked my new (old) phone to its little charger.
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Do We Actually Know Each Other?
We might, if I didn't have a delete button.
I choose what to tell you, show you etc. The rest (bad stuff usually), I type it all into these posts and then hit delete. My son, the computer genius, will tell me that it all still exists and a hacker could be reading it all as I type and delete. Nothing is really deleted.
I choose to believe it's gone. I sleep better that way.
My life can get messy. I can do bad things. Wish I had kept my mouth shut as my bad things are usually verbal but sometimes, written. Which is worse? I am opinionated. And, as are most opinonated people, I am stubborn. I keep repeating myself, getting louder, hoping to convince others that I am right. Hey, sounds like a Tea Bagger. Which I'm not. See? I did it again.
Anyway, my birthday is my New Year. I try to make changes to be "a better person". Always a learning process no matter how old I get. The "Smile" project.
I was reading, this morning on Goop, that none of you is actually my friend, as none of you could actually show up at 3 am if I needed you (flat tire, emergency room etc). And none of you actually know me because I use the delete button and pick and choose the parts of my life to publish. That made me sad, because without you, Readers, I have only three people that could arrive at 3 am. I have G, our daughter and Patty. It was a great birthday dinner because I had G, our daughter and Patty at the table last night. Later, I talked to our son long distance. Which made the day perfect.
Is the list of people I can call at 3 am due to my lack of friendship skills? Do I hold myself too much at arms length from people? Do I want solitude so much that this is the price I pay for it? G says there is always AAA.
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Saturday, September 14, 2013
African Suns- Another 10x10 For Arts Are Elementary Auction
This is abstract. I noticed when I studied the "sold" items from past year's auctions that abstracts aren't as popular --in fabric. Abstracts are fabulously popular in oils, wax etc. But not fabric.
I love abstracts. As I can play with fabric and color placements and, if I have dark fabrics involved, draw on the dark bits with chalk or wax pencils.
I think the little edging I added to finish the piece is annoying but is not visible when in the black metal frame that 10x10 uses for all the pieces. I think future work will not have a finished edge if it's being framed. I'm "old school" when it comes to fabric work--i.e. quilts. I think they need backs and binding to be actually finished . And I refuse to sign them on the front. But these are all discussion (essay) questions that fabric artists are conflicted on--and will be forever. I think the "potholder" "placemat" problems of certain shapes and sizes of work are a more important roadblock to sales. Or acceptance. 10x10 is a potholder. To many potential buyers.
It has finally stopped raining. The sun was out and very welcome when I woke up, but while typing this, it has gone away. I need to turn on the house lights, ugh. Lamps on at noon--bah! I think we had 4 inches of rain in the past few days. Yesterday the Nursery crew had to roll and load strips of sod on two different orders, in the driving rain. I was thankful I was Greenhouse, even though it WAS raining inside the greenhouse. I didn't have a second or third set of clothing to change into. I was "not prepared".
You know, in my line of work, that summer is over when you need to stock the car with several changes of clothing. And layers. Nothing as miserable than working in wet clothing on a cold day.
After I hit publish, I am going down to the garden to assess the damages. That much rain isn't good for a late summer garden. I hope my tomatoes haven't split open. I have peppers, tomatoes and one last little eggplant out there. I am wanting to eat bread today. I feel like an addict trying not to lose control. I made a very large pot of vegetable soup with all my vegetables--including one of my tiny cabbages and two of MY potatoes. So, so good. I added ALL the Arkansas Traveler tomatoes (I had on the counter) to the soup as they were getting squishy waiting for me to eat them for breakfast. I have Brandywine and Cherokee Purples on the counter. Waiting to be eaten for breakfast. The ones I really DESIRE are the Siberian Reds. OMG are they delicious. But the rest of them aren't ready yet (one did ripen and I ate it so fast). Now, I have to wait.
We have watched two episodes of Luther (season 3). Not impressed. I had planned a marathon, watching all four at once but--not happening. G and I might be watching the remainder of season 2 of Homeland tonight instead. Now that we have discovered Xfinity on demand, we should really cancel Netflix. Most of the programming is old on Netflix and G and I had difficulty finding stuff to watch. We did enjoy "Life" with Damien Lewis,"Wire in the Blood", and the first two seasons of Luther on Netflix. But that was it. I have looked and looked but can't find anything else we want to watch past the first trial episode. There is Breaking Bad but I think we can get that on Xfinity on Demand. Not worth continuing to pay $8.99 a month for Netflix. I had been reading lots of complaints regarding Netflix offerings, Homeland was only offered as an add on for DVDs, but thought I would be able to find something. I do like to watch without commercials. Xfinity has commercials.
Not that we have all that much time to watch anything. I have a week before my new, second job begins. I won't have time for anything after that.
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Hey, I'm Back
I wasn't gone or anything. Just tired and not blogging. Here's a shot I took of my garden haul one afternoon. Roses (David Austin), my two tiny beets, four small carrots and the calendula flowers I am clipping and collecting to use to make a salve.
My fig tree is doing better now that we moved it into a shadier location. Not wilting as much. These are the figs on one branch. I have lots of branches. I have no idea when figs ripen but am seeing more and more recipes on the food blogs using fresh figs. Mine are far from ready (brown).
The last thing the guys did around here (before moving on to framing a garage and breezeway) was take the siding off the bay window. Just looking to see if there was any rot. What they did find, was little to no insulation. I may have mentioned in years of posts, that the bay window was very cold. Well, G could run his whole hand into the opening on the right side where the window should meet the wall. And look at the foam!!!! This is PACKING MATERIAL for the window in transit. And at the bottom, a few bits of pink. Sigh. The window will NOT be missed.
The best part. The little peak where the chimney was. Isn't that perfection? J is all about the finish detail and this took a very long time. And it's perfect. There will be columns and a can light in the curved ceiling (which is hand cut bead board- each piece back cut to fit the curve).
No more work until the doors and windows arrive--which could be 8 or 10 days from today. The first set of doors was damaged so we got backed up 4 to 6 weeks. It happens.
The strange thing--neither G or I really care that the job has stopped in the middle. We are both so busy, that the plywood walls just aren't that big a deal. And it's still summerish. J can't believe we aren't
upset. We laughed and told him to "Go, do the garage".
We chatted, finally, about the budget, which is blown due to the rotten rafters and the new peaked roof. Things that had to be done to make everything sound and nice looking. And we talked about my kitchen ideas and the bathrooms. This may be a very busy fall and winter here at my house. But J wants every bit of everything here in the house before he begins. No more waiting for stuff to be delivered.
My kitchen counter is finally covered in tomatoes. I finished the vegetable soup today. G has pulled half the cucumber vines out, the weather (wind) blew all the corn to the ground. We have eaten about a half of what was there. Small but tasty. I have pulled the potatoes out of one bucket. Nice ones. Not as many as I had hoped but more than last time. Lots of kale for fall soups. No more green beans or eggplant. The onions are in and very tasty. The late season broccoli looks good as do the Brussels sprout plants. Tons of good sized green peppers on the plants. I'm hoping half turn red in the next week or so.
G and I will celebrate our 45th anniversary on Sunday. Life is good. We're happy.
Saturday, September 07, 2013
Yard Sale Day-- September 7th
No Pictures. The day began at 6 am and I got home at around 2:30. I carried my cereal and coffee to the sale. We (my daughter and I) didn't even put price tags on anything. We usually sell 80% of everything for 25 Cents anyway. And still made $164. Too funny!
The most interesting sales items today--the usual box of McDonald's toys and a hat. S and I said we should have given each other a nickel every time someone touched that hat. No one bought it.
My best sale? A record/tape/CD player for the change in a teenage boy's pocket. His idea. And I did give him grief about it and made him beg a bit--but, I sold it to him. He said he'd never forget me. And I think that might be true. It'll be a good story to tell. I think he had $1.75 in silver and a handful of pennies. Truth be told, he could have gotten it for 25 Cents.
I sold a snowblower for $5 to a guy whose wife was furious.
One woman came back five or six times and bought a few dolls each time. S and I were selling the souvenir dolls her father brought home from all the countries he visited. Brussels was the last one--all that lovely lace.
I brought my crewel work vegetables (in frames) back home, a Japanese doll (which was very cute) and the doll house dresser (which we shouldn't have been selling) and the remainder was loaded on the truck headed for Goodwill. G said there was a line of cars and trucks with stuff for Goodwill when he got there. All looked like they had had garage sales and the Goodwill employees weren't even looking at stuff just hauling it inside. I hope most of it was good. Our bad stuff went to the dump or into our recycle bins.
Work tomorrow. Dentist on Monday.
The most interesting sales items today--the usual box of McDonald's toys and a hat. S and I said we should have given each other a nickel every time someone touched that hat. No one bought it.
My best sale? A record/tape/CD player for the change in a teenage boy's pocket. His idea. And I did give him grief about it and made him beg a bit--but, I sold it to him. He said he'd never forget me. And I think that might be true. It'll be a good story to tell. I think he had $1.75 in silver and a handful of pennies. Truth be told, he could have gotten it for 25 Cents.
I sold a snowblower for $5 to a guy whose wife was furious.
One woman came back five or six times and bought a few dolls each time. S and I were selling the souvenir dolls her father brought home from all the countries he visited. Brussels was the last one--all that lovely lace.
I brought my crewel work vegetables (in frames) back home, a Japanese doll (which was very cute) and the doll house dresser (which we shouldn't have been selling) and the remainder was loaded on the truck headed for Goodwill. G said there was a line of cars and trucks with stuff for Goodwill when he got there. All looked like they had had garage sales and the Goodwill employees weren't even looking at stuff just hauling it inside. I hope most of it was good. Our bad stuff went to the dump or into our recycle bins.
Work tomorrow. Dentist on Monday.
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