Tuesday, May 23, 2023

Field Notes- Tuesday May 23rd. 11:37. Sunshine. Garbage and Recycling Day.


 Man Flying over his Neighborhood.

So....stayed in bed talking to myself.   Well, pretending to talk to someone else.  I do this.  I don't have real people to talk to...I used to do this with the Dog....no Dog.  So, I just talk to space around me pretending there is someone listening.  There never is.  There never will be.  It's like going to Therapy.

This House is all about Being Alone. That's sort of what all the talking was about.  Always and Forever being Home Alone.  Even with people in the house.

I felt better and then got up and dressed and had breakfast. Alone.

My Life has always been about Being Alone.  Which is why I read a Book A Day.  To be around people..Even Fictional People.  It's why I write this Blog Post.  Writing to.... well, I hope someone is reading this....but I'm also okay with no one reading this. I am writing to a Pretend Person.

I am slogging my way thru one of these Very Good Looking Men with Private Jets. Books.  I am not enjoying it.  One third in and I just don't care .........They have Strange Crappy Names (see how many odd letters you can use)  and they drink all the Time.  Moving on to another book.

The TV reception was acting up.  I rebooted the TiVo three times and then moved on to recorded episodes of Endeavor on PBS.  Watching another man drink too much.  Almost noon.  

I cut images and other interesting things out of magazines and the newspaper for the June and July Desk Calendar Art.  I have all the calendars (2 or 3 years worth) in a box.  I might someday make a display out of them.  In early years, I drew pictures.....I don't anymore.  but I do write on the blocks sometimes.

On this desktop E. Musk  Quote-  "Misinformation Sickness".  Takes one to know one.

3 comments:

  1. Hello Joanne. I’ve quietly read your blog and never commented and feel the need. You have a vibrant spirit and please know you aren’t the only one who speaks alone while living with a spouse. Hope other new books lift your mood and mind.

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  2. I'm out here "listening" to you too!! :-) Like you I'm alone too - just me and my kittykat but no other human bodies. I don't read books (vision issues make me sad about that) but I watch FB Lives of all kinds of crafters. I like it.

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  3. Well, you ARE talking to us ;)

    I talk to my deaf dog ... does that count as talking to myself?

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