Winter Notes- Wednesday, February 28th. Wet. It's raining 49 degrees with 99% humidity.

 Gosh, Onion Soup on a day like today sounds like Heaven In a Bowl.  Wish I had some.

I have the house lights on.  The Morning newspaper --my only thoughts are- what is wrong with people? Where did all this hate come from???? Was it always there but no one had given it oxygen before.

I am depressed about living the last years of my Life listening to this crap endlessly.  We are ALL humans. Nothing different inside our bodies and hearts... but in our minds- which we control....there is no need for all this hate.  No need for it.  

Perhaps this comes to me naturally as I was integrated from kindergarten thru fourth grade.  Children came in different shapes and colors and it was all as it should be.....then we moved to a neighborhood where everyone was one color.  It wasn't until college that I saw all the other colors again and it felt real again. And now I live in a state where we are mostly one color again.  And it doesn't feel right.

I have more to say but this is not that kind of blog.  It was once - at the very beginning about cloth and making things....and then about gardening.....and then about books.....things that interested me and I wanted to share...  

Now I share my bereavement.  Comfortable in my own skin: with flaws, foibles and all.

My neighbor and I had a lovely lunch yesterday.