This might be a repeat...I am cleaning out the picture file. Cosmos.
I went to bed at 9:30pm and got out of bed at 9:30 am. Twelve hours. I was tired. Really tired. And now I feel well rested.....I think during the, perhaps YEARS, of husband's decline---I was awake a lot- on alert. And now ...getting used to being "off duty" I can just go to bed and sleep......just sleep. It feels good. No dreams so...I know that is not really great but perhaps dreams will return someday.
I had an assortment of things to eat yesterday. Nothing I would call "a meal". I am really thinking- when is the last time I actually had a meal at home? Christmas? I mean, I cook food but will just carry the bowl to the table or to the couch and eat it and then carry the bowl to the sink...is this a meal?
This actually might be the way people in 2024 eat. Walking around the house....spooning food into their mouth. Carrying a sandwich on other days while looking out the back window...or eating a pear looking ou the front window at the mess the birds have made of the birdseed in the feeders.
C and I are not on the same schedule. Well..he has a schedule and I do not.
I read the morning paper, ate my oatmeal, took my pills and am finishing up my cup of instant coffee. I did as much of the sudoko puzzle in the paper as I could....13 numbers. Some mornings- I get only single digits. I haven't actually completed a puzzle....ever.
I am reading Dumpling by Julie Murphy. YA book. This book was made into a Hallmark Movie but I have never seen it on tv. I would like to. Jennifer Anniston plays the mother. Another book I love is also a movie - The Hating Game. I have no idea where it is shown.
National Pancake Day- February 28th....
I love cosmos, but don't think I've ever seen purple ones.
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