Field Notes- Friday, July 16th. Sunshine...

 I noticed so many of my images in the Picture File are of FOOD.  And I really do NOT cook anymore.  We reheat.  Prepared meals from the grocery--or a pizza dough ball thawed out in the fridge and baked into a Pepperoni Pizza.  With onion.  Usually just fruit and yogurt for me.  Or toasted cheese on bread with pickles.  No one is cooking.  Well, I do boil water to cook dry pasta.  That's it. Oh, and bake pizza.

I asked the neighbor's lawn person if he had room for a new customer- he is running in the weeds- and then daughter calls...she has finally read blog posts (we never see her now she is back to landscaping work) and she was calling to see if I had her birth certificate- DMV.   I will have to look at Bank in the BOX and see....She might have to order a new one.  Like I had to do.

Anyway she has a guy who will mow.  And do snow in the Winter.  Candy Factory Friend. He will even be putting new shingles on her roof.....a nice guy.  We'll see.......

So.....I have a list of things to be "getting done".  It feels like a very heavy weight.  Very heavy. It depresses me.  I cry a lot..... I won't get into what else is going on here...... but we are safe and have food and perhaps the lawn mowing guy will also install the two AC units when they come to see the lawn situation.  They being daughter and her co-worker...... he is mowing for the landscaping company she works for.  They work together at Candy Factory in winter.  Just friends.

All my clothes are getting loose.....  I guess I am not eating enough.....but food is rather boring. I am MORE than boring..even to myself.