Wednesday, September 14, 2022

Field Notes. Wednesday, September 14th. 9:18 am. Impossibly true .... a message from someone.


 Chosen Randomly from the huge photo file on the desktop. I need to delete more images.

Husband is disassembling in front of my eyes.  He has screwed up his passwords (this event is regular in the rotation of upset)... He is going for bloodwork before his Heart Doctor visit later in the month...he just left.  I wrote everything down. Where he is going. Why...etc.   He might lose the note....  He refused to let me go with him.  

It begins.  Or should I say...it ends?

I can see why doctors fear for the health and wellbeing of the caregiver.

I am removing two and perhaps more blogs from my Reading List.  I like getting comments on my blog..even though I get very few.  Usually zero but on occasion one or two. I reply if there is something to say or add.  At times the commenter asks a question so I answer.  

On these blogs I am going to delete- no matter what I say- it is not welcome.  Another commenter can say the same thing- and that is welcomed with a warm reply.  I thought for years...it was the way in which I spoke...but now I realize it isn't....so I will delete them from the not very long blog list I have.  They came with a lovely class I took years ago......I should have known I wasn't welcome.

I am not very good at the social aspect of blogging.  I may not be very good at friendship.  I was greeted with delight by customers and friends at the Greenhouse and Library when I worked.  I must be different now.......Not someone you would want to know.   Perhaps it is easier for me to read reactions when face to face?  I don't know and I just have to let go......

I did laundry yesterday.  Twice.  I have work pants to wash.  But not today.  I made a pot of rice yesterday and added sun gold cherry tomatoes.  Stirred to break them up.  Salt. Pepper.  I have leftovers to eat today.  Also peeled and ate two cucumbers from the garden.  Reading The Spanish Love Deception. Same author as the American Roommate Experiment which I liked.   This first book by the author is also very good.

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