Daily Notes- March 2nd

 Cloth is an infrequent visitor to this blog.

I think I showed the center of this one awhile ago.  It got bordered in the last day or so.  The yellow is the pillow I set it on for it's photo.  I didn't press it flat with a hot iron yet.  The green and orange splotches are paint.  Which will most likely try and adhere itself to the iron.  There is a loose black thread which is auditioning to be included in the swirl.  This very center of the swirl has chosen to resemble an eye. Looking out at me (and you).  I tend to think of the eye showing up where it was never intended- as a visit from the great beyond.  Perhaps Riley.

I had the Terrible Awakening again this morning.  It has been more frequent of late.  I am sleeping and then realize I have forgotten something important and...not panic at first but grinding along and getting pretty close to full blown panic.   What have I forgotten??  It takes quite awhile for it to surface. Sort itself out.  Make itself known.  And then it's there.  What was there just behind some memory wall. Exhausting.

Stress.  I know that is behind it.  Stress.  I am very much stressed over here.  Close to tears right now remembering the terror of it.  What did I forget?

My husband is lucky- he isn't even aware he has forgotten anything. I remember for him.  

Who remembers for me?