Well, today I was helping G measure for the shower curtain rod (tile guy said it would be a "waste of money" to put in a glass door) and the large mirror is directly across from the tub in which I was standing. I think I may have gained 80 pounds since the renovation began. Or--more horrible, this is what I have always looked like.
I am letting this sink in. Most of my clothes fit. So, that is why it was such a shock to see myself in the mirror. But...... once seen, hard to un-see.
This is a little something I am working on--this picture was taken after breakfast and it's now dinner time. So... lots has happened. And most of what happened was better than what is here. A new picture tomorrow.
Trying to watch less news--it is having a terrible effect on G. Making him moody and depressed. So, less news here. I do watch when he is not around. Do have the Sinner to watch when I have time alone. Three books to read--I haven't started any yet.
Against every grain of common sense.....I went in to work on Saturday when an SOS call came. Three call outs and they had only three employees left to run the store. Now I am on the schedule. One weekday and Saturday (9 hours). It was okay. I fell right into the rhythm of the place (10 years experience). Tomorrow I visit a friend's new house and garden. To help with a design. Then Wednesday work at work from 8 to 3. Then Saturday. G just shook his head and said "I guess you aren't ready". I may ask for a real check instead of direct deposit. And then have cash to spend on frivolous things. It's only 15 hours a week. Hardly a fortune. Hardly anything at all.
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